It's like when you both like each other, but somehow you can't be together. It's the awful truth, you try to brush it aside but….you just can't. You want to keep on trying, to want that glimpse of hope.
Sure for some, it goes their way. Good for them. But for those who don't, would you sacrifice love for friendship? Both parties do not want to lose each other, but can a guy and a girl really be the best of friends? Would it feel awkward? Yes maybe it's possible, when there are two true hearts. However, it'd be very painful and difficult to let go, cry it out if you must, trust me you'll feel better.
Cheer up and look at the bright side. You made the heavy sacrifice to salvage the beautiful friendship. She's happy and you're not very happy (bo pian), but it doesn't matter what you feel. Because having made that sacrifice to make her happy, might be worth it, even if it means feeling miserable for the rest of your life. Maximum happiness? Not really. Maximum benefit? Probably, can't say much about the future.
Looking on the bright side though, today was slack. Me, Wenquan, Sophia and Dog chilled at Bukit Panjang Plaza's Starbucks and PSPed there. Dog doesn't have one, so he Nintendo DS-ed instead!
December 30th, 2007 at 10:54 pm