It's the time of the month, for me.

I feel so bloody emotional right now….

*Chris Brown's 'With You' playing in the background*

I just want to run away, can? I wish I could superspeed somewhere and just…I don't know.

Or better still, if I could fly, I'd fly into outer space and just…view the Earth from above…alone.

I feel sympathy for Superman. Saves people everyday, but there's no one to save him. He's all alone. Why does he do what he does? Why does he save people?

I feel disappointed with myself for feeling this way. What is my purpose in life? What's ahead of me ? What is God's plan for me? 

God, I've prayed for you…

And I've asked for signs…

But your signs are invisible to my eyes and my brain. I am just plain dumb, I don't get it.

My heart is lost…I'm not even looping in circles. 

I'm just drifting into oblivion…getting sucked in. I don't want to, but there's no one to save me.

*Plays Remy Zero's 'Save Me'*