Losing a good friend hurts more than losing a bf/gf.

B'cos you never will want to disappoint/hurt a good friend. 

Never.

Therefore, before you do anything at all…

Take a step back, and reflect on yourself.

Can you really live without this good friend?

Are you sure you're willing to sacrifice this one good friend in return for the many friends in the future that you aren't even sure will even make this good a friend?

Do you really think you can live life normally, as if nothing happened, especially the day after the "break-up"?

Do you really think so?

Or are you just cheating yourself?

It didn't take me months, weeks or days for me to realise I've lost someone very dear to me.

Very very dear.

The kind I'd do ANYTHING for.

It took me 40 mins to realise I screwed up the best part of my life.

It was the gravest mistake ever.

Stupid, unthinking, dumb, immature, irrelevant.

I acknowledge it.

I will never lose you again,

Not for the 3rd time.

I promise.