Dearest girl,

You suggested that maybe we should leave each other alone.

I didn’t want to consider that, but after some time, I thought it made sense.

So we BOTH agreed we should take some time off, be away from each other.

But why is all these happenning? Why are you saying things like “I’m a seasonal friend” and that you’re letting go of this friendship?

It’s only been a day or two into this “time off” thing.

The time off was supposed to help us, but now…its different.

Why are you saying all these things, my dear? It disappoints me.

We agreed to be away from each other for awhile, no?

What happened?

I am sorry if I badmouthed you. Or you think I did.

I wanted us to get better, not this.

Remember the pink pearl?

Remember the chocolate-peanut-butter Oreo cookies?

Remember the chrysanthemum tea sachets?

Remember the Renu?

Remember the conversations?

Remember “They’re all camping there?”

Remember “Honeycum?”

Remember the webcams? I still keep every single photo.

Remember everything?

Remember the notes I gave you?

I meant every word I said, I still do.

I still keep the heart-shaped $10 note you did for me.

I even took it out, stared at it and sniffed it.

I still think of you.

Everyday.

Why are you doing this to me, girl?